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Those are what in my mind for 24/7.

Haven’t been sleeping well for weeks…

Tired but my mind is so restless…

Insomnia…

Been working days & nights for my design project..

But still stucked at initial stage…

How…?

Need to submit in another 7 weeks time…  

Stress…

Stress ar stress….!!

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Be patient and stay focus before summer comes

First of all.. Jae, Happy belated Birthday~!

Stay healthy and happy forever! The very best wishes to you!

Love you forever~!! <3

Life isn’t too good over here..

1st, I couldn’t sleep well. Recently, it’s very difficult for me to fall asleep even though I’m tired. I keep waking up in the middle of the nights due to noise and light, which make me even more tired. T.T

2nd, my individual detailed design is stressing me up. This is the 3rd week of semester already and I’m stucked, waiting for my group member’s progression before I could proceed. Less than 8 weeks to due date and I’m still at the initial stage! =’(

3rd, I start imagining stuff.

Yea, but luckily I’m not imagining aliens invading my room, the sun is falling down or the earth is splitting apart.. =.=”

I’m thinking when should I go back home. Should I go back on the weekends of my birthday? Or the week before? Cause I need to book my flight before it is saturated.

And since it’s near my birthday, shall I stay in KL for a few days, ask my brother to bring me for a nice meal in Shogun/Sushi Zanmai, then proceed to Alexis for a great cake session? =D But my mom told me that I can take bus directly from KLIA back to ipoh. So, shall I go back home 1st? Afterall, family is much more important than food right? But I’m starving right now! Decision..decision.. @.@

Then I start thinking again..I wana get some very nice souvenirs for my family..Hmm what should I buy..yea plenty of chocolate…Perfume for my mom and sister..then how about my elder sister, brother and dad..? Shall I buy clothes? Or maybe they want electronic stuff? Decision..decision.. @.@

After all the enjoyment, I should work..for how long? 1 or 2 months? Hmm..don’t wana work for too long..But can I get a job or not? Hmm..how ar? Decision..decision.. @.@

Then, I start thinking and thinking again.. Yes, you can say that I’m having homesick. Yes, I never denied it! I wana go home!

But Meisy, be patient, there are a few more months to go before you can go back.

So, stay focus on your work and studies, work very hard..and without realizing it..time flies and summer comes..

So, be patient and stay focus before summer comes.

Ganbatte ne!

FOOD!

It has been 4 months since I came here, and I’m seriously missing Malaysian’s food a lot! T.T

1. From SS15: “Face to Face” pan min! Snow Flakes! Win Town’s fried rice! AC’s nasi lemak & char siew rice!

2. “Kei Tak Sek” zhi ma wu! (black sesame tong sui)

3. From Penang: LAKSA!! Rojak! Char kuey teow! Penang road’s cendol! Kuey chap! Kangkung + sotong!

4. Kim Gary’s milk tea + cheese baked pork rice!

5. Definitely, IPOH DIM SUM!!

6. From my home: Peanuts! Chinese tea sessions! homemade soya! bak ko + suet yi + lin zhi + fu zuk tong sui!

7. Japanese food: Sushi Zanmai! Shogun!

8. And of course, CNY FOOD!!: Honey comb biscuit! peanut biscuit! ribbon biscuit! kuey ka pek! chocolate cornflakes! orange biscuit! guang jiang! fried sweet potato with nian gao! Seafood! Roasted duck!

I WANA GO BACK MALAYSIA! T.T

New semester, new challenges, new vision..

New semester has just started!

SO FAR, lectures and lecturers are not bad.

I might update this blog less often,

As my Design Project for semester 2 will be launching tomorrow!! Hurray~~! =D =( @.@ =.=”  <I think I’m going crazy>

Launching of design project means I will be working for days and nights.

In addtion, I will be having a major+extremely important final exam in May.

So, besides doing my project, I really need to catch up my studies for 2 semesters!

I’m determined, to work really very hard.

I’m determined, to be very very serious throughout this 6 months.

I believe that there will be sunshine after rain.

So, Meisy, work hard! Fighting! Ganbatte ne!!

p/s: After 11 weeks for a semester + 6 weeks of study break + maximum 4 weeks of final exam = Back to my dearest home in Malaysia!! =D =D

Goodbye 2009

First of all, to all my family and friends,

HAPPY NEW YEAR~! HAPPY 2010~!

Finally, 2009 has come to an end (Hmm 3 more minutes to go!)

I remember I always write a post, some kind of review, at the end of each year.

Comparatively, 2009 wasn’t too bad..but not too good either.

2009, again, it was a year full of ups and downs.

Experienced devastating sorrows, extreme stress from studies,  but also love, joy, warmth and care from family and friends.

I’m thankful that I’m still alive.

Year 2009, was another turning point of my life. With much courage, I am now currently in Birmingham, United Kingdom, experiencing the new environment and new people. Learning to be much tougher and much more independent. Overcome stress and emotional fluctuation independently. Improving my decision making skill. Everything over here is tough, especially without my family by my side. But I believe that I’m tougher to overcome all these.

Speaking about new year, it’s about new year wishes. I remember I wished for a peaceful 2009, but it turned out to be a chaos. I wished that my 4th semester would be better than my 3rd semester, but it was a total disaster. So, for year 2010, I do not want to make any wishes for myself. I just want to promise myself, that I will work hard and do my best for everything, leaving no regrets behind.

As for my parents, I pray that they stay healthy and happy forever. I love them very much! For my brother, I wish that he’s getting better and better with his job, earn more money but stay healthy. For my elder sister, I wish that she will have a ‘peaceful’ housemanship and pass every posting. Last but not least, my younger sister, I wish that she has made the right choice for her future and will have a great university’s experience. I pray that all of them stay safe, healthy and happy forever.

Things/events in year 2009 to be remembered:

1. Every single moment spent with my family.

2. Every karaoke session with my friends!

3. My “tumor project” with my dear group mates, Cher Hui, Jun King, GC and Joven.

4. McD’s moments with Jia Her, Joseph, Mya and I should say Beny as well.

5. Cameron & Penang road trip with my 9 of my coursemates.

6. Drinking and chatting session at Chee Ming’s house, with Jia Her and Wendy.

7. Yee Hong and I love H20.

8. KL & Genting trip with Xi Yan, Monica and Mee Yen.

9. My sister’s graduation.

10. Lovely gift & gift card from Xi Yan, Monica and Mee Yen.

11. First dim sum breakfast with Xi Yan, Monica and Mee Yen.

12. The feeling of success of completing my 5th semester’s design project with my dear group mates.

13. Scotland trip.

ps: One last but not the least wish, DBSK please stay together forever. I am, and will always be the cassiopeia. KJJ, I love you! =)

ps again: I miss my family and friends back in Malaysia!

Time to update my family and friends!

2 weeks of holidays had just flew away! Only 2 weeks left before new semester starts again..

I spent my 1st week of holidays in Scotland!

Went to Glasgow, Loch Lomond and Edinburgh. It was a beautiful place with nice people there.

The really exciting part of the trip was it snowed when we were on our way to Edinburgh castle!

The view from the castle, with snow covering the moutains and city, was really awesome!

Very excited to see snow for the 1st time in my life!

Will have a Scotland’s pictures update either here or probably on Facebook..soon.. =P

Accordingly, Uk was hit by sudden heavy snow..Last week Birmingham was covered with snow as well.

It’s was exciting to see snow as well as walking on the snow! It was way too slippery to walk on snow! Have to be extra careful!

View from my bedroom’s window

I have wasted spent another 1 week in Birmingham doing nothing @.@

Have to start doing my coursework and catch up with my studies!

ps: Christmas over here was nothing, Boxing day was crazy.

Will have another short trip to Bristol & Bath just before new semester starts @.@

My semester has just ended.

My presentation on thursday went well.

Really happy working with the guys. Really good group members I have. And I’m sure we will be working even better next term for our design project!

Now, winter break!

I don’t feel the thrill and excitement at all, though I’m going on a trip to Scotland.

I just feel really tired, just wanted to spend the whole break in my room, resting.

I just couldn’t express how much I miss them,

How much I wanted them to be here with me.

I miss the warmth they gave me.

No matter how often I tell myself that I need to be strong

Sometimes I just couldn’t help having this feeling.

It’s so helpless here, depressing and loneliness.

I want to return to where I belong.

My home.

I was drowned by the heavy work load, and the dull life here..

It was like, I’ve suddenly found back something I used to indulge in.

Thanks to my brother.

It was Badminton China Open!

Just ended 3 days ago..

I couldn’t find any chances that I can watch here..I felt like being isolated from the outside world! =.=”

Here is a brief update:

Lee Yong Dae ~ Mixed & Men’s Doubles Champions~!! <3

Lin Dan – Men’s single champion~ (Moni, happy? =P)

Malaysia team ~ “No eye see” (Though Koo & Tan made it into final)

Cheers~!

Just a quick update of myself..

Been very busy these days..

Still because of the same reason..

DESIGN PROJECT =.=”

A recent picture of mine..

To my family & friends in Malaysia..

I’m still alive and healthy =P

Just that I’ve start wearing the white thing on my head…

Cause the wind was seriously SUPER DUPER STRONG!!

Please don’t blow me away~~ =.=”

Current life: Getting very busy with my design project @.@

Having meeting everyday and deadlines to rush for..I’m not complaining, cause somehow, sometimes, I found it good, it motivates me. I don’t know why, I feel that I’m getting lazier here..I can’t get back the way I work back in Malaysia..sigh..Maybe the weather contributes to this matter? Talking about the weather, it’s getting pretty cold these days. The temperature range is about 6-12 degree celcius. I think I really need to get myself a winter coat with very good insulation..imagine how would the weather be in December and January.. @.@

Since I left my hometown for studies in year 2006, July the 6th, I always enjoy being alone..it gives me more freedom and I feel pretty comfortable. I’m glad that I’m gaining back this feeling here, which means that I’m getting more adapted with this environment, not as lost as when I first came here, being left alone.

Life’s tough but I will be stronger, as always.

心配しないで、笑ってね！がんばって！

 

 

 

View from my room 1.

View from my room 2.